Hi guys! Yes, yes. I am NOT dead. I repeat: I am NOT dead.
I wish I could tell you I’ve been on a cruise around the world, or seen the Himalayas and went hiking on Mt.Everest. But no, sadly, it would be lies. To be real honest with you all, nothing too exciting has been going on in my life at the moment. I’ve been working mostly, on my days off I’ve picked up old games I used to play on my Steam account. I’ve been binge watching movies. I’ve ordered more food than that I made it myself. I’ve been talking every day to the sweetest guy ever. Been trying to pin down the actual day of his arrival. Because even though I have told you last time, that we had a date… My boyfriend wouldn’t be my boyfriend if he wasn’t vague and not (so) caring about the actual arrival.. But I still love him, though! 😉 As the title already says, it’s now ONLY 41 days left.. Today. For me the count down has finally started. I can finally say that yes, now I am truly counting down. Before I knew he was coming but when and what time, I wasn’t too sure yet. I still feel pretty surreal about it all. Yes, I am counting down. Yes I know that he really IS coming in 41 days.. But I don’t believe it has dawned on me fully yet. But that might still happen the last couple of days 🙂 No doubt about it!
But also, today at work, I told my coworker about it and it made me think. We went from: “I’ll see you in 2 years.” to “I’ll see you in 41 days.. that’s really fast actually.” Which is an amazing feeling. We actually survived that dreadful ‘one year of doom’. It’s really been two years since I last held him. Since I last kissed him. Since I last laid next to him, watching the Pink Panther in Taiwan on a tropical rainy day.
And now it’s finally time soon, and I know three weeks is nothing compared to the time we’ve been apart. But I am too glad I’ll be spending ANY time with him at all soon. I know that the time will fly by, as everyone loves to point out to me already(before he’s even arrived). Yet I still dream, no long… for that day of arrival. I cannot wait, truly. I have missed him so much. Damn, I’m actually getting emotional typing this. Yep, it’s starting to dawn a bit more than say, two weeks ago. I love him so much. I can’t wait. And I want to share as much as I can with you guys.. When the time is right. I hope you guys are as excited for his arrival as me 🙂
Thanks for sticking with me, guys ! xoxo